InsaneJournal

Current mood:	unhappy
Current music:	my laptop's fan base ... that came out just wrong

life as an onion : bracing for a good cry
I've been ... very absent from posting and comments. I have a really hard time being around people and/or communicating when I'm upset. That includes being around people online. I've done only a very little reading of the flist and a teeny-tiny bit of the commenting thing. I've been pretty darn upset lately.

Because Max is not doing well. There's been slow decline, small rallies, more slow decline, recent bursts of energy, and a good blood test result just yesterday. Then things just....

I'm hoping the vet can squeeze us in sometime tomorrow. I'm not sure if Max'll be coming home with us though. I don't know if this thing (skipping details cause I just can't get into it right now) is a minor thing, or if Max is giving me The Sign that it's his time.

He's such a good cat.

_{[cross-posted and all that]}